A touch of Sweetness

Sunday, May 27, 2007

So happy to recieve Aunty Esther's birthday greet yesterday. Since the day i last met her, i thought that i will not get to see her or talk to her ever again. At first i could not decide if i should ask if i could still sms her and talk to her online.but lucky i took the chance to ask her. And she said can but have to search for her cause her com crashed and lost all data. So i told her that i thought she did not want to talk to me. She said her com crashed but sms never crash mah and called me silly girl. When i read it, i started crying. For the past few months i was so scared to sms her and thought that she did not want to talk to me ever again. I was only my imagination that she did not want to talk to me anymore. So i replied that for go long i wanted to talk to her but did not dare to. I thought i will not get to see her and talk to her again. She replied 'why chey silly girl. why wont i talk to you? '
Argh.. i really feel like crying. I did not lose aunty esther at all. she was there all the while and i did not see. Since the incident at church, i thought she was bad. Everyone has been saying that Aunty Esther is a very good person, just that some people want to control her actions and add oil to the fire. I have been trying to convience myself that she had nothing to do with all the problems in church. But now i finally know that Aunty Esther has always been the same Aunty Esther i knew since day one. Hope one day things will be back to normal.
Well, though on my birthday this year i have to stay at home to study and did not get as many presents as last year, i feel that i was more happy. I got to know that i have actually a group of good friends in school and got to know that i was not abandon beacuase of what happened at the beginning of the year. So touched. Whenever i think of it, it makes me wanna cry.

-geri :) ;